Sunday, August 7, 2011

crash

When my mind is all muddled up with thoughts and confusion, there is nothing more comforting than having words whispered into my heart that remind me of what I know. What is true. What I love. I need that right now.

Everyday that passes gets me closer to one but takes me farther from another. I'm so tired of waiting for something, but I'll probably always be waiting.

Someone once told me my soul is a jukebox and my heart is the music. I still hold that close to my heart as one of the most wonderful things someone has ever said about me. It's an incredible feeling hearing someone describe you perfectly.

I haven't felt content in over seven months.
I don't even think I remember what it feels like to be content.